What is happening again? I smiled at him... damn he's fineeee! Wait a minute Sue, don't go for looks, again! Find out if he's a nice person deep down? And afterall my professiing man-hating testimonials... there I go again.. falling for that guy! That guy with the mysterious eyes and looks. First of all, I'm not gay and never will be, so no way in hell I was thinking of being with women... and heaven's forbid I can't dare live a life of being by my lonesome... oh I just love being in love! To be in love with that someone who makes me quiver, but so far, I've been wrong so what makes this one so different? Well, let me say hi strike up a convo, let me test thee to see if thee is true! Wow, I love the way he speaks, his gestures...sweet! Goodbye, I said as he left, I gave off the sweetest most intoxicating smile ever, did he fall for it? Nah! He hardly noticed me, he's so smooth, so confident, so sure about himself, he could careless if a budding Supermodel like myself had the butterfly effect, he can have anyone he wanted. But I wanted him! Anywayz, usually I wouldn't go after a guy so this is kinda new for, the convos are still so very casual, my gosh can't he feel my desire, how I thirst for him to realize that I think he's sent to save me! So I think the plunge, I asked sent him a message saying I had a crush on him! Wow, that took alotof ghuts! Hmm, a whole day passed and I got no response, however, I tried not to allow myself to be as paranoid as I naturally can be, I tried to think positive. Finally, at the club we see each other for the first time after my message, but oh no he's with some other chic! Damn, I feel so stupid now, why did I tell him I cared... but aww, he sees me he comes over he hugs me, it's sweet it's tender, my heart his racing, his eyes are piercing, did you get my message? I immidiately asked... an unsure, uneasy look came on his face. He suggested we talk n private next time, there was not the place! Eventually, we sorta did, but the thing is I'm glad I let him know how I feel. He is one of a kind, the more I see him the more I want him. Right now my job is to prove I'm the girl for him, the one he can trust and believe in... it's gonna be a task, I'm gonna have to be patient but I do believe I can do after all... "I'm not the type of girl who gives up just like that... oh nooooo" ........... Thanks for Reading y'all....!